I wish

SINGLE Out now

It is about losing an important person. He suddenly disappears from someone's life, through the fault of a third person. Not being able to see this unique person anymore, not being able to touch him, not being able to hear his breath next to you and noticing that his smell is slowly and steadily leaving the room can drown you. 
Life goes on, though. How do you turn grief, pain and anger into something positive? 
How do you process it,
to look at pictures without feeling that pressure in the upper body and to sing and listen to songs without crying from sadness? It seems impossible...
Trying to deal with the pain and to hold on to memories despite loneliness and to gain strength from them is probably the only thing left.



"What if" became one of my favorite songs of the debut album "In Cold State". I used the words water, rain and sea throughout the lyrics. I took these terms as synonymous for something that is very personal and important to me. 
"What if I just could, be able to turn back the time, than I just would turn into water" 

I wrote "Always" at a time when I was always trying to be strong for someone else. But at some point I realized that there has to be a limit. If you always try to give but rarely get something back, "how should I understand you when you always only whisper", it eventually looses meaning.

always On youtube 

(lyrics video)

"how should i understand you

when you always only whisper?"


“HOPELESS is the first single of my album IN COLD STATE.
This song has a very deep and personal meaning to me. It describes the hopeless search for a 
beloved one in my dreams. Every single night when I closed my eyes, I started thinging of that one person, hoping to be alble to see them in my dreams.
Every morning again and again I realised that I had not succeeded in this.“


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we are caught on the
same boat:
touch the bottom of the sea
I call you my home
but at night
the shadows change faces
step by step I go:
and note by note
the ocean comes 

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